music: Lauryn Hill "Ex-Factor"
had to give myself a break and listen to music. it was Lauryn Hill. got me thinking of my week so far. loving people i am too afraid to love. just enjoying my time around them. secretly being vulnerable while i show nothing in my eyes. all just a mood i had while listening to this song. the words i typed in the video has nothing to do with my real thoughts. just gave the character her own story while i created her. but her visuals are just how i felt while secretly crushing and thinking of ways to pop the question i dwell on. a tad alone. open to the world. blah. for once i feel artistic, expressing my thoughts through this media. gotta get back to work for now, though. later, geeks.